i'm wondering why am i writing this entry. to clarify? to complain?

i hate this. i may had some misunderstanding with fara. yeah. my junior. go read her blog. see what happen then come back. i'm the sec 2 senior she dun wan to name. LECTURE? telling her what's wrong mah. i'm just trying to ask her why she say ma'am celeste go die larx. then try to tell her what's wrong with her. sometime what she say is as if she do nothing wrong. attitude. it's the problem of attitude.

i'm also angry with her looking down on other ppl. humble. what is humble. that time celeste told us. MUST BE HUMBLE. celeste do so much things to make her realise she must be humble. yet looking down on her. she retain sec 2 not because her result not good. she was previously from sec2 NT. retain for sec 2 NA. got difference right? as if she didnt work hard. if celeste got to noe this. she sure going to be very sad. cos i'm very very sad for her. about the broken english. i don think her english is perfect. extremely can spelled as extreamly. GOOD ENGLISH? (i noe i'm sarcastic) sec 2 cannot be chairman arh? she try become lorx. see how tough it is. sec 2 also her senior k? at the beginning already say she in rc is sec 3 outside rc is sec 2. donnoe ma?

i guess she respect me cos i went to the footdrill comp before. SO???? big deal? that time she ask xiao mei about the footdrill thing. xiao mei was willing to teach her. then when she ask xiao mei was she in the standard squad, when xiao mei replied no. in the end she was like looking down on her. say she ask other ppl. hurting right? so what not in standard squad? still her senior. at least noe more than her. so now because she didnt go into the ndp squad next time her juniors cannot learn anything from her liaox lorx? izzit?

i felt totally sad and angry when i was reading her blog. i said sarcastic stuff??? haha. should i copy and paste our converstation here? let u see how sarcastic i'm. am i as sarcastic as some ma'am in rc? anyway as if i care if she slack in sch. i only care when she slack in rc. why? my junior mah. if she's not my junior. i wouldnt even wan to look at her, k. i'm just asking why she got to see cher. got wrong ma? if she don wan me to care. don say lorx. don say why lorx. tell me for what. don even wan me to care. it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS wat. can don tell me de ma. *i paste the conversation below*

what make me surprise is that she actually thought her group got the punishment cos of andy. please. ask celeste. she said to jiayi and i personally. tell us that her group got punishment cos of her. as a group i/c didnt set good example. drag like nobody business. show attitude. heard from ppl from her group say she ask them to run faster then ownself didnt run. she say she wan admit that she's wrong. so what? admit it but don wan to change. any difference?

actually i felt quite disgusted when she say i and xiao mei WERE the BEST day i/c. now maybe not. now she confirm hate me de. don worry, i don like her either. =D unless she change. but i don think she will care if i like her or not. cos i'm not the sec 3s ma. i not her senior mahx. then she's not my junior too. (sarcastic ya i'm sarcastic) disgusting. *bleahhxxx*