Sunday, July 17, 2005
我非常的不高兴。。。I'm not heipi...
Hellox.
i'm not heipi. i'm very unhappy with my family. i don like the noise made by my mother. i don like my da sister to speak vulgarities. i don like my brother. i don like my er sister's character. i got totally pissed off with those thiingSs.
EVERYDAY, my mother would scold my maid. no matter what my maid do, she will scold. my mother says she don like to scold but i still don understand why she still scold. her voice is very very loud. her normal voice is already very loud le. can you imagine if she scold someone?
ＮＯＰＥＡＣＥ. even if we don have a maid, she will still scold de. no matter what she just wan to scold. she wants to 发泄. this is unfair. we did try to live without a maid. still can live but too stress. need someone to help out with those household chores. i do think that the most useless person in my house is my brother. i don see him help. i just know that he always create dirty dishes. can't even wash his own undergarments. not that i wan to say. he is really useless to me. what can he do? i don see him studying. i see him baking cakes, cooking, cutting hair. making mess. i think if he can help out, if he take the initiative to help my mama in her office more, if he don do those baking, cutting, cooking that often, or he could 收拾自己的“残局”, we don need a maid. not i put all the blame on him.
this is my opinion. and one more thing. i really hate his 脾气咯. i donnoe when he's in good mood when he's in bad mood. i don like it. i really hate it when i see your disgusting black face. 我忍了很久才敢在这里写这些的。我不敢跟你当面说所以在这里写咯。 if u not happy when u read this then u come straight to me. i still remember when i was young u threatened to throw me down from our house. 心灵受到创伤。
As for my elder sister. i don understand why must she scold fuck, chee bye or whatever thing de. 很难听咧。i noe you don like mama's scoldings but can u stop saying u going to live in the hostel on what what date, can leave this house le. irritated. so what? i really wan to say thish. so what? say to me for what? what can i react? orh i feel happy for u? whatever.
my er jie. ha. weird girl. donnoe how to say. 代沟吗？ she's just 1 year ++ elder than me. i donnoe how to communicate with her. ya. she's my closest siblings in my family. but sometime her behaviour made me feel that she's very weird. donnoe how to explain.
me? i'm petty, lazy, thick skin, stingy, act cute, act nice. bleahx. lastly i 犯贱。
希望大家（包括自己在内）能改。。。。
就这样了。
明天见哦！
Sunday, July 17, 2005 7/17/2005 5:52:52 pm
yujia_Qoo alone* in the rain;
